纳达尔退役了,抱抱🫂 An end is never a pure end but a new beginning. 又读了一遍文章,我会一直记得他那句「他也许会赢,我也许会输,但我永远不会放弃。」 也许我有很多做不好做错了但只要我还在努力还没放弃,那故事就还由我书写,新的会覆盖旧的,这是纳达尔对我的影响🎾。
今天写(还没写完的)文章的时候,我有一种「我还是很爱你。但我不再期待被爱被喜欢了。」的感受从心头浮起来。我让自己不要去抗拒这个感受,稍稍多停留了一会儿。还是觉得很悲伤的,但,就像今天的禅修课作业里我写的例子那样(虽然我写的是另一件事),I felt sadness and disappointment because I wanted to feel safe and loved but was let down, and yet the instinct to be happy and free from suffering is already there; that is exactly love and compassion.