想要分享我的那一份沉默给别人这件事的悖论就在于，沉默是不可分享的，它一旦被打开，里面装着的东西就溜走了，原本它可以是装着开心亦或是压抑，但随之替代的就会是失望、愧疚、后悔与自责。

沉默只能与沉默作伴，这另一份沉默可以是别人的，但却往往不会是别人的，于是越会是自己的。说不出来的事情于是只能写下来，这就是由脑到手的劳作，是一种无声的广播。

而我会永远嘲笑那些按需愤怒的人。

我真是受够这个不断恐吓自己的🧠了……不要让我在梦里经历内疚和恐惧了，不要再让我从梦中惊醒了，不要让我害怕我从未醒来了。我对你🧠精疲力尽了。

At such moments, the room would fall silent, and students would stare at their desks. When I looked up from the lectern and saw the bowed heads, my heart raced and my face grew hot. I found myself stammering, and I tried to change the subject; often, it took a few minutes before the mood returned to normal. Initially, considered these awful moments to be the times when I felt most like a foreigner.
But I came to realize it was the opposite: my body was experiencing something that must be common to young Chinese. The Party had created a climate so intense that the political became physical.

Excerpted from Other Rivers

现在已经到停在微信锁屏都能退出的地步了。不er!

在公司里揪不同职能的同事办竞赛，这司也是完蛋玩意。在我眼里，公司只有一个层级需要竞赛汇报，-1的高层。

又来了。微信只要退到后台就会被杀，怪iOS还是张小龙。

AirPods 放洗衣机里洗得没声了，定位、连接一切正常，虽然没仍但也趁机奖励自己换新了。

今天带上旧的又一切如初了，你真是👍